Its been a while since i last wrote. I trust that you are all well, I am. A lot has been happening in my life and I'll try share as much as i can for now. I am a christian doing youth work with a christian organisation. Oxygen’s vision being to give young people an opportunity to discover and follow Jesus, by serving, building relationships and relying on God. Why am i saying all this you must be wondering? Well, i don't even know how to say it but like for the past 2months or so God hasn't seemed real to me. Which brings some irony to the equation because of the kind of work I'm involved in. That's why i have been really silent because how do you share this? How do i tell someone/anyone i have faith that God will seem real to me again in future but He just doesn't seem real to me today?
Am i losing my faith? Am i falling away from God? Why do we Christians go through the same problems, make the same mistakes, harbour the same doubts and indulge in the same vices time and time again? ...
